I'll win

This time’s the last time

Won’t try again

Gonna make it work

Gonna win

May not have much

 as far as the world is concerned

may not have all the things that make

you successful in the eyes of society

But I have this one

I have this try

 And I have it all

I have it all

As long as I give it a try-

 like it’s the last try I’ll ever get

 Or ever take

 Or ever willing to make a sacrifice for

The last time

This time’s the last time

And I got this

Gonna win

Gonna make it

Gonna give till the giving hurts

                and I’ll still love

 I’ll still live

I’ll win because I tried

Like it’s the last try I’ll ever get.

- Janey, Oct 2011

swing

like a pendulum
swinging to and fro-
So life's joys swing
they come and go.
surround yourself
with love and grace
 smile in the times
when there seems no trace
and all will come back
in it's due time
ring in the hour
let the bells chime
embrace the thoughts
to carry you through
loose nothing of yourself
and all good within you
surround yourself
with goddess and grace
allow nothing of despair
to take it's place
and slowly the times
will swing back into place
learn from the tides
allow love to embrace.
 - Janey Oct. 2011